So...Im back again.
Today Im going to be lazy
and just paste something I wrote a long time ago

"While I'm here in this moment I do not think of traveling the worldand I'm not going to think about wasting my life with you.
I'd rather just lay here and watch you sneak off into the morning
I can see you do it everyday. Some woman that loves me, but will never admit to her hate.
You call every now and then, just to hear my voice.
Right now I got some time;
I'll be using it to think how much I hate the idea of wakeing up in the morning.
I havent been feeling okay today. Not that we're looking for your pitty, just thought you would like to know.
But you just love to prove me wrong.
The truth as we all know; I do it to myself.
So now Im going to lay back drink some drink and remember what its like to speak in tounges."

Okay now before you try and dive all deep into my shit...dont, because you wont find anything thats real, not really real.
Just more drips from the leak in my brain.